1 week past by
Being away from Emilio is really hard. I miss all the small things, we normally would do together. Small things such as eating breakfast together or just laying in his arm watching some Malcolm in the middle. =) (you should watch it. It is sooooo funny). But most of all I miss waking up next to him and see his big smile and I miss seeing him as the last thing before I go to bed. To miss someone that much makes it even harder to focus on my weight loss.
To miss someone is something that I have had to get use to. There is always an other placed where I want to be. When I am together with Emilio in Argentina I am dreaming myself home to Denmark or back to my amazing host kids and mom in the US. That makes it really really hard to stay happy.
I am trying to enjoy my time where ever I am but it has been hard for me so far. Though I think I am doing so much better now. By keeping myself busy and entertained makes it easier to be away from the loved ones. I have to enjoy it because soon I will be back with Emilio and away from friends and family so I only have a short time before I have to say goodbye again.
Back to my weight loss all these thoughts complicates my weight loss as my normally weapons will be snacking a lot of unhealthy food. But not this time. I am doing great I am surrounded of amazing people which helps me a lot. Working with the sweetest kids have helped me realize how important a healthy diet is to keep me being healthy. Never in my life have I ever had the energy that I am having now. It is no longer an issue getting up at 6 in the morning and going though the day with out a nap. A thing that just 1 months ago would have been impossible. Before I started eating after the eat clean diet was I always tired. I had issue getting op in the morning and I would for sure need a nap doing the day. It feels amazing to have energy. I know the energy it thanks to my new diet and I am so thanks full.
Now I can do EVERYTHING!