Friday, January 10, 2014

Life overwhelms me

Life goes up and down and I am sure that is how it is suppose to be!

Lately things hasn't turned out the way I wish it would. I am finishing the 4th semester of my bachelor and that is taking a lot of my time. When I do something, I like to do it with my whole hearth. Meaning I want to do things perfect and with the time it takes. Unfortunately that just ins't possible right now, as there is so much to read,  so many exercises to do all together with a big project that I have to finish and while I need to do all this I still need to attend classes... Honestly I can't wait for January to finish and get to start on my 5th semester. Not that I think it will be much better, as we are starting out with an exam right away, but still I hope there will be more time doing the 5th semester to actually work with the topics. 

Together with all the stress from school, I still have to deal with stress from other part of my life. I just fixed my visa so I don't need to worry about that again as it will last for 90 days. It shouldn't be stressing to fix that as it isn't a big deal here in Argentina.. Basically you just show up at an office stay in line wait 1000 of hours, pay some money and VOILA your visa has been extended. My whole issue with all this is that my Spanish still isn't good, and the people at the immigration office doesn't speak English, so yeah I was hoping not to screw it up! It all went well and with some help of good contacts I got to do it all in just a few hours!! 

The fact that I have a 90 days visa now also makes my departure date comes closer. I will be leaving Argentina in just 88 days. On one hand I am really excited to go back to Denmark as I really miss my life, family and friends there.. I have been in contact with my old work and hope to start there again as soon as I get home.... BUT it also mean that I have to say good bye to Emilio once again! I honestly thought we were done living apart, but we will need to do that again. It is never easy to be separate for long time, but I guess my life isn't suppose to be easy. Right now we have no idea, of when we will be back together, but I true hope it wont be to long. I have made a limit of 3 months apart, so I guess no matter what, then we will see each other in July. How or where is something I can't know, but I hope it will be Emilio who will be moving to Denmark to live with me. I guess time will show.

All these things is taking a lot of my thoughts everyday and leave me so tired. I wish the scale would go down as I really need to loss weight before getting pregnant, but it just doesn't happen right. I have been stocked at this weight since SEPTEMBER!!! I am not sure what I am doing wrong as I really feel that I am eating the right things.. Mmmh Maybe I am just eating to much? YEAH I think that is what is wrong together with the fact that I am not moving around at all.. Most of my day is sitting down in bed studying or crochet.

Crossing my fingers to get under 109 kg by the 14th of January.


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