Sorry for the delay! I haven't really had anytime in front of the computer. The true is that I have been feeling weird. My motivation gone again!!!! I miss Emilio a lot and I take it out on food. Yesterday I hate chocolate sauce straight from the tray gross I know!
It is kind of sad as I was so happy during my first few week. I think trying to keep myself so busy that I dont have time to think is stupid!
Anyway I will try to get back on track, fighting myself though the next 5 days looking forward for my trip to the us Tuesday morning.
Tomorrow is gonna be hard valentines day with out Emilio feels weird! And then again Friday is my birthday which I have to celebrate with out him. Thank god I have so many good memories from last year together with the fact that my family is coming for dinner!
Enjoy valentines day tomorrow.
Emilio I love u